James1030, 40

have been and always will be myself.if you don't appreciate who I am today.Unfortunately for you that's what makes you part of a minority.I would rather die on my feet than live on my knees. Don't question my recognition.you might just be thinking that I am just another one of those guys,or even worse of me.I would like to give you the opportunity to find out a little more about me.I am james armstrong and my life is never simple or easy,but I take it as it is, living as we all do day by day learning and growing.I am most definitely a force to be reckoned with.I am from Central Pennsylvania.I am twenty five years old and very affectionate when I choose to be.I am very stubborn.I am often way too intense.I tend to look down a lot when I am walking.I sometimes find myself holding my own hand when I walk or just to stop that,I put my hands into my pockets.I am not usually quiet but I can become very distant at times.I am easily stressed and overwhelmed.I procrastinate like it is my job.No one really wants to be a hero anymore,we all want to be the victims.I would simply rather live my life than sit and learn about it.I may not know every detail of the respiratory system,but I still know how to breathe,and even breathing takes a close second to the circulatory system;my heart can pump blood,as well as compose love.I draw lines to cross and wear clothes to take off.I live with friction in my bed and fantasies in my head.I'm flashy,I'm deep,and my heart is the centerfold.Too many people are simply living,but not enough are alive.During sleep I write lists instead of dreams.i was not the top of my class,but I consider myself intelligent.I would rather live life than learn about it.I'm not necessarily afraid of heights I am more afraid of the fall.I know what I'm missing; aging is my fear..My advice to you?Never just accept yourself.own who you are.I am not a billboard and I am no stereotype.