Aylababetm, 33

I cant explain to you who i am or why i'm here. Word are indescribable to who i am.
I will say that i know what i want. But what we want and can have are two different things. I love my life. But i ****ing hate everything. I'm angry all the time. I have a promblem and i dont know what it is. A guy that can put up with me is a sure go. I need time. Alot of time. and thats all i ask for? I dont date. I dont call it dating for the simple fact it just sounds too frilly for me. I'm exotic. I like weird things. Wearing tutus, and veils on my face makes me happy. Fashion is what im about. I'm a typical girl and i love clothes. I like to be rowdy in public with my friends. I love acting crazy being loud and partying. Don't get me confused because i am different, i think like a man. I know what goes on in your heads and why you say the things you do. Men are not aliens to me. Spit your game, i've probably done the same. I'm generally a very nice person but if all you want is s--. Just keep going because its not important.
I'm crazy fun and have flaws that i, myself accept. I'm looking for forever and i want it really bad. I hate stupid men that dont know what they want. When i'm with someone im really in touch with them. I tell them everything and i get so emotionally attached. I can read people. and i can see right through lies. Its not hard to tell when your cheating either. I wasnt born last night. I m going to be a photographer. Its the best job in the world. But for me its not a job its more of an activity. Its the same with music. I sing all the time and would love to become a world known artist. Hard work but worth allof it.
Wanna know more, come in my world, i'll make you welcomed.